I’m starting to realize how lost I really am, even after finishing college! How in the world do I know what I want to do for the rest of my life? How can I possibly know where I want to live? ANYTHING?? I am quickly finding myself lost among the chaos of photographers and designers….questioning every single thing I do.
I may not have all the technical skill yet, but I have a passion for taking photos. Where do I go from here? This is one reason I am going to visit the West coast in a couple of months. I think it will be a time for soul searching….and I think when people rely on others too much….they miss the importance of independence. I will be on my own in a place that is unknown to me (at least for part of the trip). I’m not going to lie, the thought of this terrifies me, but at the same time, I couldn’t be more excited to see what else the world has to offer. As a military brat, I grew up seeing a number of places, but this one is by my choice. My brain is programmed to leave the places I know now….and I can’t seem to change that no matter how hard I try. In the words of the Zach Brown Band, “I have a gypsy soul to blame and I was born for leavin.” Hopefully one of these days I can figure out just what it is I am meant to do and where in this crazy world I am meant to be.
On that note, I hope that all of you are living a life with no regrets. I am leaving this entry with a poll question that I hope you answer. I’d like to start getting better acquainted with those who read my blog.